Some people are blessed with lifetime relationships.
I am not one of those people.
My friends fluctuate. One moment, I have a great relationship with so and so. The next, that person is no where to be found. Then that person comes back and we continue the friendship.
And can I tell you something? IT REALLY BLOWS.
I've tried the last 10 years to try and get a forever friend. My sister has one. And I remind her everytime I'm with her how lucky she is. Sure, they go through fights and stuff, and they spent the last year apart and they are very different. But they are there for each other. Everyday, thick and thin. Even when they are upset with each other.
I feel like I don't show my true self to anyone, just parts to people, because just in experience, they leave me.
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