Thursday, September 09, 2010

Helping

People will always use me. And I will always let them.

I can't change who I am because people are greedy and mean. I can't stop what I am good at doing because some people don't deserve it. Because some people do. And I can't be picky when I help people.

I recently realized that I am a too trusting individual. I trust everyone I meet and usually stay trusting after they break it. Why? Who knows? Is it because I have some kind of faith in humanity? Or is it because I want to hurt myself?

It hurts when someone you trust betrays you. There is really nothing you can do about it. Accept it and move on. I am not going to let a few people ruin my trust for other people. Those people that ruined it can suck it, I don't respect you anymore. Get over yourself.

Other than that betrayal, I have been working hard trying to be a 'good' Community Advisor. I think I am succeeding.

Next week, I start getting in to the swing of things. Working out everyday! (YES EVERYDAY!) Doing my homework on time. This weekend I need to catch up on homework. Tonight I need to catch up on homework. It's been a stressful few weeks.

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