Who is he? Is he a he?
Does he exist? Is he insane?
I've really turned to my faith in the past few months. I needed to. It was the right thing to do. But now that I am better, do I keep up my faith? And how do I do it?
I am no longer at the GOD IS SO HORRIBLE stage in my life. and I really like that. I actually go to church with out feeling like a sinner. (Even though technically I am). I'm not all for salvation and am for taking things one step at a time. Faith was slightly important in my recovery, I found myself talking to God when no one else would listen or I felt like no one would care.
I was raised Catholic and now I go to church at the United Church of Christ with my friend Bailey every so often. I practice my faith with Yoga as well.
In the worst day of my illness, I was alone. And I felt it. In fact, God wasn't there for me in those times of need. But slowly, with a few people's help I discovered that I needed community and I got that at church.
Now I am safe, for once, from the torture of illness. From the torture of loneliness. And I am still alone in soul.
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