Relationships

I am not sure where my life is headed right now...at least in terms of dating.

Anthony and I decided that we were better off just being friends and I am not sure what I think about that. For awhile, I really thought he was the one. Now I don't know. He didn't feel the same way, so it obviously wasn't meant to be.

I am sort of indifferent to the whole "boyfriend" thing. I only wanted a boyfriend when I discovered I really liked him. Now that I don't really like someone I don't really care. I will just take what life throws at me.

But does that mean I am single now? Do I start looking for dates? I had just put myself back on the market when I met Anthony, so I am not sure how single and looking for dates is suppose to act.

I'm back to square one I suppose.


I don't even want sex anymore. I am really happy I don't. When I have sex again, I really want it to be special and romantic. I want it to be with someone that I feel like I have a future with, whether it is just a long-term relationship or friendship or marriage or whatever. Anthony really helped me see that I deserve better then one-night stands with jerks.

The good news is Summer Session I is done. Which means Math...is done. And unless I completely screwed up...Math for me...is done forever.